aubiefifty 18,231 Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 while they are making sure or working towards removing skin cancers i have my best friend and second ex both have cancers that are killing them. it is very depressing for me and i just needed a place to vent as i have no family left standing to discuss it with. i know we all have our problems and i apologize for piling on. i got lucky with my second ex. she was drop dead gorgeous and a very talented artist. now she has to poop in a bag and the chemo is destroying her teeth. she had colon cancer and now she has spots on her liver and it is killing me. one of my best friends smoked four packs of kools a day and he has lung cancer and they hope to give him an extra year. it hurts bad and all i can do is pray and it just does not seem to be working. i apologize for dumping this but i had to. almost like puking ..you know it is coming and cannot stop it. and my worries are for my friends and not myself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jj3jordan 2,171 Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 Hang in there fiddy. I will pray for you and your friends. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
johnnyAU 3,745 Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 Sorry to hear it bud. Cancer has taken too many of my family and friends and I certainly feel your pain brother. Prayers for you and yours. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CoffeeTiger 5,869 Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 I hate that you're going through all of this. I'll pray for you and your friends. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AUFAN78 4,156 Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 You got this fidy. Hang in there. And we are here for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
aubiefifty 18,231 Posted June 16, 2021 Author Share Posted June 16, 2021 i got four more bad ones they think and after removing thirty something places on my arms i am going to do the blue light on both my arms. this should be a breeze compared the two i had done on my face.they put some solution on my arms and i have to wait three hours and then i go under the lights. still bummed about my friends but i feel better than yesterday.thanx for the concern. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TexasTiger 14,291 Posted June 16, 2021 Share Posted June 16, 2021 1 hour ago, aubiefifty said: i got four more bad ones they think and after removing thirty something places on my arms i am going to do the blue light on both my arms. this should be a breeze compared the two i had done on my face.they put some solution on my arms and i have to wait three hours and then i go under the lights. still bummed about my friends but i feel better than yesterday.thanx for the concern. Glad to hear you’re feeling a bit better and that your personal situation looks manageable. Sorry to hear about your friends. Cancer sux. Hang in there. 🙏 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
aubiefifty 18,231 Posted June 16, 2021 Author Share Posted June 16, 2021 18 minutes ago, TexasTiger said: Glad to hear you’re feeling a bit better and that your personal situation looks manageable. Sorry to hear about your friends. Cancer sux. Hang in there. 🙏 yes my worry is for them. these are quality people that would have your back. the only thing i can think of for ex number two is send her a starbucks gift card so she can pamper herself running back and forth to chemo. i would still be married to her but her son is a thug and he destroyed us. since the early nineties he has spent less than a year out of county or prison. when one has no family friends become precious. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SaltyTiger 8,569 Posted June 16, 2021 Share Posted June 16, 2021 2 hours ago, aubiefifty said: but i feel better than yesterday.thanx for the concern. Good to read those words. Hang in Brother Fiddy. Did not make it to the dermatologist myself “ shut down “ and pre vaccination. Went a few weeks ago and got worked over pretty good. Sorry about the friends. At our age hear those stories way to often. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
aubiefifty 18,231 Posted June 16, 2021 Author Share Posted June 16, 2021 1 hour ago, SaltyTiger said: Good to read those words. Hang in Brother Fiddy. Did not make it to the dermatologist myself “ shut down “ and pre vaccination. Went a few weeks ago and got worked over pretty good. Sorry about the friends. At our age hear those stories way to often. do you ever meet with proud or any fam members? i would love to break bread with some in auburn when i come down. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SaltyTiger 8,569 Posted June 17, 2021 Share Posted June 17, 2021 10 hours ago, aubiefifty said: do you ever meet with proud or any fam members? i would love to break bread with some in auburn when i come down. Never knowingly meet up with anyone here Fiddy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
aubiefifty 18,231 Posted June 17, 2021 Author Share Posted June 17, 2021 well i am harmless until physically attacked. i get it tho. i have pissed off a million peeps on here on most would not meet me if i paid them. sad. every now and again i am reminded of this fact. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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